sitting alone making sense to those who only hear my thoughts
immediately nothing starts to make sense
peace is never to far away but yet never getting any
like pure air its inevitable that its polluted
the solution not known to me, making this harder than it has to be
why can't i get it right just one time
for chance's sake i shouldve got it right at least once by now
smoking alone wondering the deepest parts of thoughts
close my eyes become heavy
planning was never something i was never good at
reasoning wasn't either
is it worth it to try