Won't You Wait Up For Me

a million voices running through my head
i lay awake pondering what lays ahead
she could be the one but will i ever know
will i have the strength to show
she could be taken but she could be the best yet
the last thing i want to do is live with regret
everything i loved just seems to disappear
and i wish you would be the one that i hold so near
will i ever push the buttons to find out what i fear
or maybe it will all work out in the end
but the fear of being too late consumes my night
with so much to think about its you i see at night
oh i wish
oh i wish
oh i wish i saw you day and night

Untitled(in progress)

With emotion that cannot be measured
songs of sadness bring me so much happiness
every word becomes a song
every emotion a sad one
with eyes closed
let the rhythm flow
leave it all below
and there is something that i have to say
won't you please just stay

Halloween Wasting Away

sleeping is so overrated
there is so much more
so much more
so much more to think about
his voice a comfort
i hear it all the time
walled up and in my own fort
i sit and listen all the time
a simple man
no need to read reviews
no need for headline news
thoughts and memories
that last a lifetime
and i just wish
i could hear it all the time
one of the few things
that calm my mind
its just that something
that helps to calm my mind
his guitar weeps to me
and i feel my youth fading away
and as i grow
my youth is wasting away
headphones to resonate
that voice above me
and now it seems
i listen even in my dreams

Power lines
adjust the static on the tv
with curious eyes
i see envy
soft and sweet
the trees grow with leaves
oh how i remember
just how
just how
how u used to be
how i used to believe
young and naive
so soft and sweet
but no longer
the bitter truth seeps in
and corruption reaches the soul
and now a heart is where
no one dares to go

Wild Salsa

a bridge has fallen a toll that cannot be payed, poured in the finest mold of creatures unkept, decrepit birth from the bowels of sanctuary no place easy to find sanity. corpses from betrayed trust and fallen soldiers wear the number six hundred sixty six where hope is relinquished in the dawn of apocalypse. 2012 is the pentagram rewritten horns that pierce the ground triumphant profound. Hidden in darkness lies the most unwritten of truths where trust is not longer sacred where it is no longer truth. Hate that fills the lungs that drown useless souls undetected by the lesser the dwellings unknown. halos crushed by citizens and thrown with reckless abandon, disturbing portraits paint the walls cocaine white, visions unclear all you will see is the light. walking passages that trap those who know not of the lurking dangers where you will finally see the blood of strangers. Those scalpels that cut cold with precise incision what is your final resting place, what is ur decision?

4 Letter Devil

The word
I dare not speak
those that know about
cannot be without
for feeling like that again
would give anything to feel like that again
a change so shocking
so mock me if u must
but i've already put in all my trust

Although i should have been smarter
be a clearer thinker
yet all i end up doing
is becoming a bigger drinker
down my problems with gin and rum
till i wake again
and want to run
from where i'm from
and that is where i start again
from square one
right where i begun

Rubbing Alcohol

For those that stand on martyr's beliefs
crush their fabled spirit
freedom rains like acid
the smell of burning flesh
overwhelming
and I
didn't bring an umbrella
underneath it all lies
what most hold dear
fear and anxiety runs
ur life my dear
we run like deer
till we are all shot
and danger will soon
get us all killed
sleep with one eye
open
keep one ear
open
dance with me
for i don't know
when another chance
like this will come again

Blessed (still in progress )

People are blessed
when they are young
or when they are dead
but make an exception
and bless me with ur presence
let me know that you notice me
just as i walk way
forget ur past and just walk away
let me be the best
even thou i see ur life's a mess
i see that ur heart is gone
let me fill that place
let my love fill that empty space
that is where it belongs
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and i hope u see
its beats faster when u are near
i've been collecting bad relationships
as im sure u have been too
so lets change that for good.

Step By Step

Baby its the little things
that make the most
baby its the little things u do
that make u unlike most
i crack jokes just to see u smile
and wish i could capture that moment
'cause it stays in my mind for awhile
its ur eyes that say it all
just say u want me
and watch me fall
its the way u talk
so i never wanna walk away
its ur awkward moments
that make me wanna stay
stay the whole day
stay the whole night
stare at the stars with you until
the morning light
its the subtle things u do
like the way u sneeze
so won't u just squeeze my hand
and take me away with you
like the way ur hair falls
on ur face
and how my face longs to be next to urs
like the way u never dress up
so dress me up in ur love
the way u look without make up
that makes me think its a dream
its all just made up
but please don't wake me up
its the little things u do
that make me never
wanna take my eyes off u
baby its worth a try
won't you give me a try

just a lil freestyle

mayb its because im a teen
but all i wanna see is the color green
and all i wanna smoke is cali green
u kno im on my paper grind
and my nigga ask me wut time it is
its grind time bitch

wake up and bake up
cant wait till i get tatted up
so i get my mind right
cant wear them sagg
so u kno mines tight
i aint need to swagg surf
got so much green
u can call me AstroTurf

u can call me rev run
the way i teach dem lessons
call me the professor
and schools in session
show u how to preroll
cuz thats the way i roll
party like everyday is my birthday
and everyday is thirsty thursday

got my head in the clouds
oh shit wut am i gonna do now
do my own thing
go bitches so hooked
they trying to slip on that wedding ring
going so hard she swore we were in a wrestling ring
and u kno i fly high like a paper plane
aint shit gonna faze me
till i reach tha light show
gotta get this shit on the road
write so good they swear ima ghostwriter
but ill never flop like ghostrider

Straight Foolish

Mike i see u
ima try a freestyle straight off the dome
ur gonna make me step off my throne

Flashing lights
bright nights
long flights
bong rips is what i hit
dont trip
i can still run from the popo
outrun the 5-0
bitch get out my way like ludacris in his hay day
bitch i make it rain like everyday is my payday
go nuts like its a payday
get my dick sucked like ray j
but know im all bout my money
but i'll take ur honey
bust it on her like white gummy
vodka and jamba juice
something to get loose
something to smoke to
and yo girl she was the best thing to do

while i roll more joints
and spit so much fire
i can light my own joints
and get that much higher
aint shit you can say to me
cuz im bout mine
grind like its my job
tony hawk grind time
sorry but tell yo girl i aint got time
mayb ill call some other time
hell naw thats a lie

smoke that enzo
straight till the end go
straight tempo
straight cali green
got that houston lean
ask yo girl whos the baddest
check out her add list
check out her top 5
bet u mad as shit
she hit me on twitter
guess whos coming in a lil bit

if you know anything bout me u kno ima ball
gotta hustle till i can buy out the mall
its too bad but yo girl ill never call
ima take world by the hair and tell her i want it all
want it all

Death Of Us All

Just something i wrote yesterday and its not quite polished but I will still post


Baby girl,
i caught you lookin my way
i was lookin your way
hope we both feel the same way
hopelessly walkin in circles
constant misdirection
useless erections
so baby girl when you looked at me
better get to work and get down on ur knees
baby we both aim to please
so by all means take the lead
when i told you i loved you
and you said the same
even when we feel the same
seems like there is still someone to blame
when time cam to move forward
love should come with a foreword
a forewarning for the dangers of love
weighs heavy for any who choose to bear the chains
for lost love always leaves stains
when you are no longer in my life, my room
herein lies my doom

Climb on board we are serving kool-aid and oreos

I set sail with all my dreams and hopes on deck
living life with no regrets
with all my pride and dignity still attached
let my heart wave like a flag signaling to those who pass by
remembering my past loves that have passed by
remembering my past loves that have passed away
left with no compass to guide my way

I met u on a sinking ship
Offered my hand, making sure you didn't slip
Felt my luck had changed when i touched your face
but i guess i just have to face; that meant nothing
Shot out compliments like cannons and you just soaked it all in
and spit out lies that ripped straight through my sail
that all but derailed this adventure
voices gave me advice but I didn't listen
blinded by foolishness i choose not to listen

Told you not to regret what you left behind
It will all fade in due time
So let go of whats holding you back
there is no sense looking back
tell me if there is something i can do
so in the end it will just be me and you

So let me drink away my nerves and my sorrow
and if that doesn't work let me try again tomorrow
When i almost told you that i loved you
i wonder what i was thinking
guess it must have been the booze
guess i shouldn't have used

your no life preserver so i will no longer cling on
you will have to be the strong one
and decide what move you are on
I will no longer take the risk of falling overboard with you
like the beginning where i would have tried to stop you
would have stepped in front of you
and now like ghosts you just walk right on through

Where ever the sun goes the clouds do too
and the rain is sure to follow right along too
how does it feel to know you single-handedly sunk this ship
if i was to sink
i'd want to sink with you
for with you, i have no fear
with impending doom drawing near
and no one to steer
Sink with me, Won't you Dear?

Depths

Stuck in the past
unable to move one fucking inch
feel my body hardening until i turn fully to stone
times like these i wish i was stoned
trapped in the past
unable to make change
incapable of decisions on who should take blame
mortality seems like a curse
where i walk around like a ghost anyways
living life as it was a fucked up play
some piles of bones and flesh stuck together
to play
to play
yet i wear this smile like a mask
to hide from those i hold most near
to hide from you my dear
for these words only seem to go through on ear
and out the other
no longer giving a fuck
just seems like noise just a bother

Lead the dog straight to the poison

I gave you everything that you could have wanted
and yet u can look me in the eyes and lie to me
like its nothing
Everyone can see that you are the worst
but i cant quench this thirst for you
id like to forget about you
away from you
and you knew
that it wouldn't come true
since you saw my smile you knew my intentions
and yet you dragged me along
you just pulled my strings and let me sing the same song
its like walking on broken glass
how u say when you are with me
you think about him
so misleading
so awful how things just take time
as i watch the minutes pass
all i see is you
and if its easier for you
say you never loved me
slow down and let it pass is what they tell me
but they don't see you how i see you
and they don't know me how i know me
so much for attraction being a two way street
where everything isn't as it seems
seems you and me are just not meant to be
so should i try and just move on or be singing that same ol song.

sometimes losing something just helps u remember what u have

Poker Face

Baby when you are ready
give me a call
i am already all in
but this is one game i don't think ill win
all my chips are on the table
win, lose, or draw
im in for the long haul
just tell me the same
or tell me now
so i can catch my heart before it falls
sinks like cinder blocks
my heart, my mind, and my body
before i lose it all
this is no longer my call
the chips are on the table
and babe it is your call

Help me and just let me in
I don't know how it will end
but in the end all i wanna see is you
your door is locked shut
and ill admit i want to pry it open
rip it open
open as the ocean
but try as i might
seems i just don't have the might
darling keep the door ajar
be my star
illuminate the dark
won't u just open up ur heart
open it and let me in
I don't see myself with anyone but you
Since everything is better with you
with a smile as inviting as sin
Won't you just let me in