Saturday, September 26, 2009

if life is like a movie
let me fire who rewrites the script
Cause this movie sucks

Wipe These Hands Clean

God why cant i see
see clearly
see beyond the bullshit
see what is really going on
let me just light another one
while i just sit and try to relax
but all i do is reminisce
while i just sit and try to pretend
the fences i try to mend
i just want you to say you wanna be with me
but i already know how its gonna be
I know I just know
thinking bout you keeps me from sleep
please just disappear the memories that i keep
since you don't understand love is a two way street
i should just keep walking on these feet
far away
far away
as far as i can get
cross oceans
cross off my emotions
as the stars illuminate the night
i think of your smile like the moon at night
so essential
how i like you to spend the night
say you like to
just say you would like to
but i already know you
and goodbye for good

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Really quickie post

(1)Have you heard
The building is burning
The fire is spreading so quickly
Gotta move quickly
Don't you see the loyalty in man
Don't you see the trust bestowed in hand
Take who you want
But I no longer give a fuck
Take who you want
Not all can be saved

(2)Who knew Silence could be a killer
why did you murder me dead
fucked with my body and my head
Seems i just dont get you
just so stupid for trusting you
Why did i waste my time
thinking back it seems i was just a fool
just a fool for you
Dear knowledge and common sense
I have turned my back to you
hope has all but disappear and I no longer care

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Battlefield

Through the darkened sky
I find myself lost in thought
The dim moonlight
Entwine my eternal mind
As I fought for love
A win less battle
Bloodshed and tears
Drown the battlefield
Walked the path so many have walked before me
Only to meet the same fate
As my brothers that have fallen before me
Fallen swords and armor lay like landmines
Traps that cannot be avoided
I seem to fall into these traps
Time and time again
Oh how I wish it could return
To the way it once was
But it will be nothing nevermore

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Boom Boom Pow Pow

Now i don't know what i need
i thought i had it all
then u left
and at the end of the day it all seems like the same track
looping looping
that inevitable noose
tightening tightening
i already know that i need to move along but even my dreams
are stuck
i guess that i am just fucked
When everything reminds me of you
what am i to do
if only i had a spaceship
to fly away
something to pass the nights and days
just something to take it all away
and you know this bed feels so lonely without you

im just like will smith in the pursuit of happiness

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Sometimes its the ones that u lose that make more of an impact
than those that u keep around

gotta stay grounded