Tough Day

Looks like im back to square one
The same square I started from
Form and function together make a match
Mixed feelings and actions blow up faster than a match
From a clean take off
To an explosion in midair
My feelings are blown sky high
My thoughts up in the air
From running my fingers through ur hair
To you vanishing in thin air
Where did you go
Ur feelings vanished
And I stand astonished
That you could make me feel this way
But I should’ve known it was just not my day
I should’ve seen it from the start
I did all I could but it just fell apart
No sting or rope can tie the loose ends
When feelings snap and it just seems like pretend
I wish I could pretend and say it will all go away
But its not that easy and it lingers like its going to stay
More twists and turns than a roller coaster
Maybe I should just coast on autopilot
For awhile longer
Let my skin harden and get stronger
So dazed and confused
Mislead and abused
NOTHING works like its planned
But I guess that’s why its just a plan
From something to nothing in the blink of an eye
I could see it not working out
But baby I want it to