ive done fucked up more times than i can count
i lied more than my fair share
fucked more chances than my allotted amount
sucked your life dry like a vampire
chances running out bout to expire
im a bloodsucker like the count
i feel like my bank account - zero
hoping to turn my life around from zero to hero
but you gave my the world on a silver platter
only for me to drop it and shatter
into a million pieces
hopes and wishes dissipate with your fading image
cant blame u for my immature choices
without u i feel like i will diminish
too bad and too late that i didnt hear your voices
telling me to do the right thing instead of doing my own thing
selfish thoughts filled my mind at that point at that time
words cannot express my sorrow for hurting you
which i should never do
or have done

life's not make believe
so i cant believe to make
everything go away like a bad mistake
there is no restart or redo
for things that ive put u through
but in my hearts of hearts
i do love u
whatever decision you make
i hope it betters you
cause u deserve everything in the world
and i hope all your dreams come true