My head is spinning like a record
lets record from beginning to end
your monthly absence is a feeling
i dont wanna feel
just wanna go into the past
take me into the past
when u were with me and i could call ur name
without a phone to call your name
being so long without you
i begin to feel the symptoms without you
waking up with a cold sweat
just want ur body next to mine
lets make it sweat lets make you wet

your voice playing like a record
baby i miss your voice
how can i make u last forever
tell me what damage has been done
let me sleep until its over
let me come home lets become one

Lets make it to the room
tell me what i gotta do to make that dress fall faster
and everyone knows what is to come right after

breeze

All i want is you
and to hear those things
you once said before
to forget ur worries
and throw them out the door

Seems like we fussing and fighting over every lil thing
every little thing aint right
big or small i dont care ur just always right
you keep me in check and if i have a problem
u dont have a second thought to strangle it from its neck
so much pressure on my chest feel like im bench pressing the world
i just want u to know all i want is you
girl all i want is you
before u become my old girl i dont wanna be riding solo/jason duerlo
trying to do just what i can dress up night after night button ups and polos
just trying to make u have a feeling catch it like the flu
dont memories count for something or was it something we just went though
im not a chemist but the perfect ingredients combine to make u
if looks are killah you'd be an assassin flats or high shoes
high hills to kill the competition thats what you do


come sit with me as i put that crown on u
fuck the competition all eyes on you
we aint the perfect pair visually
but every dude trying to holla is a casualty
we can do what we like lets make a movie
let the buzz build like drakes lp
skin so silky let me lick it up like honey
let me see u without clothes and get close up-3D



looking past the excuses and bullshit
im sorry im not ur perfect prince charming
am i really that alarming
call the bomb squad cuz im bout to blow
theres not gonna be a growth spurt
take off ur shirt and skirt
but everytym i see you i wanna squirt
and let me beat it till u say it hurt
somedays i wish it would just rain
just to dull your pain
sometimes i wish i didnt have eyelids
so i wouldnt miss a second of you

pillars hold me up
unsteady as it might seem
shakier without you
with the whole world on my back
i closed my eyes to dredge forward
take cover i dont want debree
cutting ur life onward
tell me has this been a long time coming
or do you plan on the golden dick cumming one last time
taking one step at a time
looking over the edge
is it safe or is it to much to even brace for
no bad intentions just the cliff and me
dont think about what your making me do
just think about whats best for you
trying to let go and who'd ever think it be so hard
youve taken my by surprise and gave me
a new life to live on
i would ever hade to disappoint
but please forgive me if you disappear
and i keep rolling and lighing like i was double jointed
just something to take the edge off
missing that body damn nice and soft
got my dick so hard
let me please you and get you off
light the candles
yet i can tell which one is you
where everyone else pretends to be the same
in are in a world of your own/ ozone
what do you want to take
what do you wanna say
please dont leave me with a heartache
and a stale taste

Maybe not for good

i thought i had it all figured out my dear
running through town without fear
but behind the corners lurks
all ive been working so hard to avoid
and that is to make you void
alarms sound reality
true life lifeless kisses
where broken wishes
are locked up inside a cage
wont you help me keep them away
how much does it cost to keep them at bay
the safe is protected with flesh and bone
guarded by the saints and with no bad intentions
i have no intention of going home without you

3 am

If theres anything to believe in
it would be family
and soon you will become part of it
with no regrets and no remorse
its something that cant be ripped apart
dont you feel it beating in your heart
i dont know wut i would do without you
scream so loud my voice is horse
left in life to chose and carve my own course
but without you everything just seems to fall off course
carry pictures with you to remind you not to save it
for new experiences lets promise to never do the same shit

Protect your blessings keep them where you hold dear
would it be safe to say your my no1 priority
away how hard can it be away but the fear creeps
everything else becomes a minority
Sometimes im scared you will find someone better
who will give you everything you deserve
but even thou we are so far away promise me you will stay

id give anything to be with you right now
because we both know together is where we belong
hearing your voice brings me closer to you
yet wanting more i wish i could be so much closer to you
minutes past like months and i never thought of u so far away
a million miles put on my back trying ever so hard to find a way
glimpses of your face dance in my dreams
nightmares awaken my eyes when you never appear
you put me in udder distress with your distance

Nobody knows whats racing through my mind
for what you see is not always reality
please just be honest are your inpulses
wanting you to do more i kno i have you
and theres nothing more
i could ask for
your all i need

shes got me stuck in one of those life lessons
shes got me praying cause shes one of those life blessins
that only happens once in a while
and for that she makes me always wanna smile
shes the thorn in my side and the wings on my back
sees shes on a shopping spree let me throw it in the bag
has the purse and the wallet to match
outfitted from head to toe
wanting to put on show
start with the head then deep throat

life was nothing like life is now
every moment is blessed
and i dont know how
to thank her for her sacrifices
and her services now
The days i get to spend with her
hot like coffee shaken not stir
precious as a mirror
no cracks smears or blurs

entangled like a web
but not like a victim
eyes are glued on her cant unstick them
ad-lib or unscripted
so beautifully gifted
wish i was laying in bed with her every night
waking up to see her would make everything just seem alright.

IONO if i posted this before but i had this in my pocket for a while

You play like a movie
capture my fantasy
Baby you are an angel
let me fly with you
Baby you are a princess
let me rescue you
Baby you are happiness
let me be yours too

Been holding this back for a while (gotta tweak it still)

Met her on a weekday
and it wouldve been like any other day
if i hadnt saw her
a million thoughts and questions
stumbled through my mind
what to ask her
the more we talked away
the more confessions were underway
what if it didnt happen that way
would i be the same
we fight and argue sometimes
she sometimes is a bother
but i would never wanna find another
i could hold the door open
but she dont need me to
shes the type who can match me
and sometimes do it better too

her naked silhouette fresh outta the shower
could give me a boner for hours
shes everything ive dreamed of and so much more
looking so fine gotta pick my jaw off the floor
i wouldnt want her any other way
i want her everyday
like valentines
she aint no penny or nickle
shes always a dime

could birth the perfect mirror
with reflection that showed our best and our worst
with shining light ever so sweet
the greatest gift i could have ever made
so bright my face smiles and tears of joy
rolling down my check
holding it would be my greatest feat.

Zippers are for those that need an open space

Gucci Louis Fendi
seems my pockets are always empty
she keeps buying things
seems like shes trying to tempt me
wish i could be so close
i could hear her heartbeat

She says she misses me
but damn shes always busy
waiting for me
like waiting for a paycheck
old school tape-deck
i just wanna slip it in
no disrespect
and when i feel like im coming undone
she winds me back up and keeps me in check
she dresses to perfection keeps me turned on

She got her hair done
shoes just right
done her nails
and damn she looks just right
got some make up on
and is turning me on
shes got a good heart /
is book and street smart
and a good personality
worth more than any salary

she got me memorized in her eyes
and she slips me a smile
got me stayin up all night all day
and for her id work minimum wage
hypnotized by those hips
makes any man take a second glace
and slip

she aint nothing but a dime
why else would i waste my time
always want her on my arm
like a wrist watch
baby ur a bomb /tick tock
she watches me as i watch her
and gets to undressing
im all over her
at the end its a knockout
say no more

Damn tired dreams and realities for what its all worth

Its 3 AM in the morning
i cant stop tossing and turning
missing that warm embrace
that smile on your face
that smile u put on my face
baby u got me in a love struck daze
which i cant seem to get out of for days
the simple fact that im missing you
is turning me crazy
i feel as thou half my heart is back with you
and half just wont do
Just something i have to do

long days turn into long evenings without ur calls
but theres nothing i can do like a car that stalls
even in the city of sin without u seems like a sin
now im not even there and it feels like a sin
is it bad timing or can i just blame something

Spent long days and long hours
trying to do almost everything
to take my mind off you
but God please help me
cause theres nothing i try seems to do
She runs throu my mind like nascar
in a circular track
and all i want to do is to be close
and wrap my arms around her back
i thought id get over it like a phase
but shes all i think about during the nights and days

Sinking in a hole too deep to dig out of
i pray our relationship
isnt something this consists of
now im stuck in confinement
and its torture without her
just holding her close is what i miss most

Jeanette let me catch you in a net
and bring you home
meet the folks and assure you
ur not throwing ur love away
dont you just love the sound
annabel


Without her i feel so weak /so vulnerable
maybe im paranoid
did i hear her echo?
no other person i wanna be buried
down 6 feet deep
fuck lies and deceit shes mine to keep