Thursday, December 24, 2009

your love is the greatest gift of them all
careful thoughts
provoke pressure
inevitability
oh the possibility
ignorance is your
greatest weapon

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Misguided ghosts murder during the witching hour

Within the deepest thoughts in ur mind
buried do u think u had a chance
that id let you go
and let u flow like the river
flow out to the ocean
when will you realize you can't fix everything
you can't be everyone's savior
save yourself before its too late
like an avalanche
what am i to do but sit in a state of shock
and watch as it washes over me
i know ill never be the same
the feelings will never be the same
for once im on the strong one
for once stand up and be the reasonable one

Safest Place To Hide

how selfish
thinking you can do it on your own
thinking just about ur own
childish tantrums aside
there isn't a chance i'll let u do it on ur own
for everybody's sake
don't do it alone
separate boundaries
step outside ur imaginary kingdom
and listen to the voice of reason
why can't we just wait and begin again
who chooses death or freedom
wash your hands clean
of the beliefs
what you ask is too much
just go on like no one has to know
just open up and let ur friends go
expectations thrown out the window
never should have let myself so vulnerable
should never let myself do what i already know

don't you think so
what can really be expected of you

is it all worth it
cause who am i to know
who am i to have a say

Wifey Love

When i see your face
i feel like im in a better place
you make my pain go away
just evaporate

Every since that day
and i told you that i love you
you looked at me
and told me that i love you too

holding you in my arms
takes my breath away
embrace you ohh so strong
just seem to take my troubles away

Every since that day
and i told you i love you
you looked at me
and told me i love you too

your eyes shine brighter than the stars
and i can stare as long as i want
time to take it slow
so u know
or move full speed ahead
whatever it takes to make you believe
we will be together in the end

Every since that day
and i told you i love you
you looked at me
and told me i love you too

You got that smile
worth a million diamonds
and if i could only keep u smiling
the world would be such a better place
just keep that smile on ur face
that hole i was feeling
ur the one who is filling it

Every since that day
and i told you i love you
you looked at me
and told me i love you too

And we fight and fuss
almost everyday
that it seems like a must
but as long as i'm knowing
that our love is growing
and our passion is showing
i know we will be alright

Every since that day
and i told you i love you
you looked at me
and told me i love you too

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Wifey

Does it sound obsessive
when i count down the days
till i get to see you again
till i can hear ur voice again
and see that smile
the smile that made me realize
that anything that we fantasize
could become reality
and not just thoughts in my endless mind

does it sound obsessive
when u are always on my mind
at seems like a million seconds at a time
is there a cure
or are u the cure

when your gone everything leaves with you
and i just feel so lost without you
when you leave my side
the days get longer and the nights get colder
just like withdrawal
it seems i cant do anything without u,
nothing
nothing at all
there are a million fish in the sea
but the only one i want, is not with me
and ill wait till she swims back
for i cant see a me, without her
and when she says she cant sleep
i lay awake so silent i can hear my own heart beat
but without her mine sounds so weak