Away

I let friendships get in the way
Just to watch possible relationships fade away

For What Is It All Worth (work in progress)

No one is to blame
Maybe one day I’ll find
What to say
Who to blame
Its not your fault
But I cant take it anymore
I don’t even know how much its worth it
How much your worth it
Do you realize
Do you really think its working
Cause I know what you want
Cause I know what you need
I think I know
I think I know
Highways light the way
Deer in headlights is all I seem to be
Unable to get out
Trapped between you me and him

There are only so many hints a man can give before he gives up

Wish

I wish I could show you
I wish I could trust you
But I've been hurt before
And how do I know you will be any different
Believing is the hardest part
Ripped out again and torn apart
Secrets to keep and some to share
Who to trust is up in the air
Slowly trying
Just trying to find that one

The Death Of Me

This is another excerpt by city and colour this basically sums up what im feeling or have been feeling for a while

People love to drink their troubles away.
Sometimes I feel that I'd be better off that way.

'Cause maybe then I could sleep at night.
I wouldn't lie awake until the morning light.
This is something that I'll never control.
My nerves will be the death of me, I know.
I know, I know.

Finally, I could hope for a better day.
No longer holding on to all the things that cloud my mind.
Maybe then the weight of the world wouldn't seem so heavy.
But then again I'll probably always feel this way.

Just You

Don’t let me fall for you
Just like I always do
Keep coming back to the same ol thing
You would think I would learn
But quickly I remember what has drawn me here in the first place
Though you never stay for long
I can’t stay away for long
Alone in this place
How uncomfortable
Living in recession
With nothing to hold you down
You never stay for long
I cant stay away for long
Too long
Why is it that I’m drawn to you
Caught in that magnetic field
Stripped of all my defenses
Canceling all my weapons
Nothing left to fall back on
JUST YOU

Against The Grain

I would usually not post song lyrics but this song is an exception
City and Colour- Against The Grain

You need not to climb mountaintops,
You need not to cross the sea,
You need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak.
You need not to reach for the stars when life becomes so dark,
And when the wind does blow against the grain,
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.

When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.

If you feel you've paid the price,
And your wounds should cease to heal
And everything you love in life spins like a winding wheel.
If you should wake to find you're abandoned,
And the road you've traveled leads to a dead-end
When death creeps in to play it's part,
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.

Never Enough

Why cant I get enough
Why cant I get enough
Maybe today will be the day
Wash your face off and come back to me
Seems like every time I look around everyone is in love but me
Why cant I get enough
Save me
Save me
Patience will only get you so far
Stars and planets will never align like this again
Never again
Life is not just a game
Not all about telling people what they want to hear
But just telling them everything
Everything
Everything
I know that you may be scared
But no one is prepared
So we are all in the same boat
All just staying afloat
How does it work?
Never the way I planned and never the way I envisioned
I'm just a man
Just a man
Just a man
Living life on the outside only to find what I was searching for is missing
I cant believe how there is so much uncertainty so much unpredictability
How much?
How much?
Give me a sign so I can decide
Give me a sign
Give me a sign
Don't make me pick a side
Give me a reason to strive

I sell lines like a drug dealer

Arm Wrestling With The Devil

From hook ups to break ups and everything in between
You always know what to say
You always know just what I mean
The crayon lines they blur together and smudge
Cant seem to draw within the lines
Cant seem to live within the lines
Why is it that I fall off the deep end for you
The deep end for you
When everyone knows the shallow side is so much cleaner
So much greener

WASTED

Wasted love
Don’t let me fall for you
No drug is strong enough
To get you out my head
Why am I too trusting
Why do I do what I do
Stuck in the street in the pouring rain
All I hear is the sounds of planes
On my mind
Ohh its plain to see
Subtle hints give me away
If I asked you how it would end before it began what would you say
I just wanna wake up next to you
I never wanted to feel this way
I just want you to stay
You lay there so unaware
That you were everything I've ever wanted
They say patience makes you grow
But I've grown as tall as I'll ever be
I’ve tried to forget how you make me feel
But I feel the same
I may not like to drive
But you got my mind driving trying to find ways to get to you

Anthony Green- Slowing Down

When you realize you dont belong wit him
Girl call me up
When you see that together we look so much better
Girl call me up



--Bad Fish (definitely feeling it today )

Don't attempt to move me
I'm pretty set in stone already
ALREADY
Can't pretend that I would have made it this far without you
I'm waiting

Day 2

What happened to my logic
Why do I always dive off the deep end

Fairytales

Perfect love is only true in fairytales
Nothing ever seems to work out for me
Nothing every comes out like I plan it to be
Just poor lonely ol me
You like him
I like you
You can see my dilemma
My problema
I wish I had a freeze ray to stop the time
To find the time
To find the words
To tell you what I feel
To find the right words
Everything will be ok
Everything will be just fine
All it takes is a lil time
Just you and me
When you realize
All the things that I make you feel inside
Cant find the words to say
When it comes to telling you how I feel
Cause I don’t know how much I can reveal
Got me stunned
On the run
From what I want to say
Cant believe this is happening
It seems like it happens everyday

Day 1

Broadcasting