lay beside the bed a night
looking for him
call to the sky
a million different names
some are good and some are bad
or maybe all the same
yet i never hear any reply
none of them ever answer me back

the sky look too good
to be true
just like replies
that seem too good
to be true

im caught in a room
without any doors
someone please
some please
let me out
free me
free me
please tell me what i have to do
tell me
tell me
so that i can just forget

in my mind of make believe
everything seems fine
but there just that one
that you cant forget

caught in a landslide
with no where to go
free me
free me
with rocks like mountains
climbing impossible
free me
free me

when you see him tell me
so that i may look
the truth will set u free
but we all know thats just a lie

Ive been looking though these black and white eyes
for far too long
bless your heart that tries to bring color
into my world
with the blink of an eye
bless these people that we have ever known
for you and i both know im not strong enough
to make it on my own
and you and i both know where we find home
visions of your face stay with me when i awake
an image i wish would never go away
a feeling i wish i could never shake
shake out your feelings of anger and hate
keep shining that light into my heart
where nothing grew before you
laid emptiness and dark

ive done fucked up more times than i can count
i lied more than my fair share
fucked more chances than my allotted amount
sucked your life dry like a vampire
chances running out bout to expire
im a bloodsucker like the count
i feel like my bank account - zero
hoping to turn my life around from zero to hero
but you gave my the world on a silver platter
only for me to drop it and shatter
into a million pieces
hopes and wishes dissipate with your fading image
cant blame u for my immature choices
without u i feel like i will diminish
too bad and too late that i didnt hear your voices
telling me to do the right thing instead of doing my own thing
selfish thoughts filled my mind at that point at that time
words cannot express my sorrow for hurting you
which i should never do
or have done

life's not make believe
so i cant believe to make
everything go away like a bad mistake
there is no restart or redo
for things that ive put u through
but in my hearts of hearts
i do love u
whatever decision you make
i hope it betters you
cause u deserve everything in the world
and i hope all your dreams come true

i see you
i see your ready to fold your cards
so let me save you before nothing else will
let those things go that hold u against your will
looking back saddened eyes at things we shouldve done
knowing what excuses ive made that make you want to shun/ me
from all those countless feelings those things that bring you doubt
fill your head with reasonable doubt
play the cards im dealt
swim through it all stay afloat like Micheal Phelps
thought i could do it no hands /no help
vegas weather/ Popsicle/ melt
but u run through my mind more times than i can count

reinforce your ideals
for once dont be so weak
you say to me
with cheap words that echo
dont be so weak

My head is spinning like a record
lets record from beginning to end
your monthly absence is a feeling
i dont wanna feel
just wanna go into the past
take me into the past
when u were with me and i could call ur name
without a phone to call your name
being so long without you
i begin to feel the symptoms without you
waking up with a cold sweat
just want ur body next to mine
lets make it sweat lets make you wet

your voice playing like a record
baby i miss your voice
how can i make u last forever
tell me what damage has been done
let me sleep until its over
let me come home lets become one

Lets make it to the room
tell me what i gotta do to make that dress fall faster
and everyone knows what is to come right after

breeze

All i want is you
and to hear those things
you once said before
to forget ur worries
and throw them out the door

Seems like we fussing and fighting over every lil thing
every little thing aint right
big or small i dont care ur just always right
you keep me in check and if i have a problem
u dont have a second thought to strangle it from its neck
so much pressure on my chest feel like im bench pressing the world
i just want u to know all i want is you
girl all i want is you
before u become my old girl i dont wanna be riding solo/jason duerlo
trying to do just what i can dress up night after night button ups and polos
just trying to make u have a feeling catch it like the flu
dont memories count for something or was it something we just went though
im not a chemist but the perfect ingredients combine to make u
if looks are killah you'd be an assassin flats or high shoes
high hills to kill the competition thats what you do


come sit with me as i put that crown on u
fuck the competition all eyes on you
we aint the perfect pair visually
but every dude trying to holla is a casualty
we can do what we like lets make a movie
let the buzz build like drakes lp
skin so silky let me lick it up like honey
let me see u without clothes and get close up-3D



looking past the excuses and bullshit
im sorry im not ur perfect prince charming
am i really that alarming
call the bomb squad cuz im bout to blow
theres not gonna be a growth spurt
take off ur shirt and skirt
but everytym i see you i wanna squirt
and let me beat it till u say it hurt
somedays i wish it would just rain
just to dull your pain
sometimes i wish i didnt have eyelids
so i wouldnt miss a second of you

pillars hold me up
unsteady as it might seem
shakier without you
with the whole world on my back
i closed my eyes to dredge forward
take cover i dont want debree
cutting ur life onward
tell me has this been a long time coming
or do you plan on the golden dick cumming one last time
taking one step at a time
looking over the edge
is it safe or is it to much to even brace for
no bad intentions just the cliff and me
dont think about what your making me do
just think about whats best for you
trying to let go and who'd ever think it be so hard
youve taken my by surprise and gave me
a new life to live on
i would ever hade to disappoint
but please forgive me if you disappear
and i keep rolling and lighing like i was double jointed
just something to take the edge off
missing that body damn nice and soft
got my dick so hard
let me please you and get you off
light the candles
yet i can tell which one is you
where everyone else pretends to be the same
in are in a world of your own/ ozone
what do you want to take
what do you wanna say
please dont leave me with a heartache
and a stale taste